aarrrghhhhhh....ya allah aperr dahh jadieee...ak dalam dilemaaaa!!! serabutttnyerrr....sangat xsukee...kenaper laa saat -saat mcm nie nk jadieee....knper br nk buatt...sblum nie xd plakk...awl2 pn biase2 jerr...juz suam-suam kuku jerr...aduiiiii laaaa....letihhh arrr camnieee....klo nk berpersatuan pon..agak-agak laa...commitment sbg student jgn la lupe....ya allah...ak dah xder pilihan...ak tersepit....bkn niat ak...tapii...biler berhadapan dgn situasi mcm nie laa ak selalu lemahh...lemahhh sgt utk tepis segala kenyataan yg lalu berhadapan dgn aku...
aku sangatt emooo....need to be aloneee...
tp.... tlg laa fhm ak dh letih...penatt..xlarat dahh nk face sumerr nie...dahh tahun tiga....third
year..ermmmm...adoihh...final arround the corner okei...??!! ckup-ckup la buat xtvt sana..xtvt sini....lain laa klo ak nie or mereka2 yg involve tu dah mmg pale otak intelligent..sekali baca trus dpt...wake up laa....psm kot thun nie....bg la ruang ckett....seriously dh xd mse dah nk pk...mgu dpn sumer dh kene submit n present...preparation lagi nk kne wt....bknnyer mcm first year dlu...kene catch up byk sgt dh skrg nie..xleyh smbil lewaa dahh.... :'( ak betol2 nk score utk sem nie..bia la sesusah maner pon...setinggi gunung berapi sekali pon halangan ak tetap nk gapai jugakk aper yg ak target kan....ya allahhhh...ak betol2 dh mati kutu skrg nie....smpai kutu-kutu pon dh xmampu nk membiak dahhhh.....heyyy laaa labuuUUU!!! kenaperr kauu labuuuu!!! labuuuuUUU manerrr kauuu!!!..heshhhh!!! rsenyer dah habes seribu alasan rsenyer ak suapkan kt dorg..nk bg nasikk lgik xbolehh..ermmm tp still ader certain alasan yg xleyh pkaii...isk...isk...klo taw ak blek uma jer mcm nieeee.....xperlu ak serabut ...jiwa kacaoo mcm niee...xsukeee laaa....suCk!! ..~~pleaseeee i need to be alone...a calmness for me to think wisely bout myself ....sometime..... when i thinking bout diz....then..when i try to convey about my feeling not tham fee ling arrr...hahahaa!! then got somebody talk badly about me behind....
it seems like
" org lain final year lgi...psm 4 jam credit,blh jer active..survivor lg..nk kejar lab lg..xpyh la byk alsn..kamo nie dh la slalu xdtg cls..join la kami sekali sekala je pn...bkn slaloo...tanggungjawab tuu" ooo...alrite....i know its about responsibility...but have you thinking about ur parent even once??? busy...busy....waittt... can u think it...they juz need us even not for long...but its enough if we juz spent a little time at home at least..helping them..let them see us... we have spent a lot of time at campus..juz a little time...pleaseee..family first!...okeiii let's see...if u think its a well attitude which about the way to convert people to be manner well in their attitude then we directly didn't left up to our home....how come???is it juz nice...?? i dun think so...heyyy...i dunno ...is it for right or wrong for me....i juz...i juz lost my word for thissssss...sometime diz thinking come slowly then messy me up.... arghhhhh kill me..kil me...!!! i won't life!!!! huh!! arghhh taubat..taubat...!! nk berenti jerr rasee....makk ayahhh....i need u..i need a shoulder to cry on..no one understand me...no one noe me from A to Z...pleaseee give me some advice...ya allah guide me...waaaaaaaaaa....nk balekkkkk!!!!
arggghhhhhhhhh.....!!!!!!
p/s:blh x nk bagi alasan mgu nie sy blek uma la...tp still ade kt ump..hurmm mcm la besa sgt ump nie pn...hurmm...
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